109 O God, You Know I’m Missing You
I
I love You in my heart, but feel unworthy,
Having no face to see Your face; how anxious I’m in my heart!
I can only make a resolution inwardly, to offer up my body and heart,
And undergo all the final sufferings for You.
O God! You know I’m waiting for You to return.
Please don’t forget me.
I cannot live without You!
II
Though unworthy to see Your face, I won’t lose hope;
With full confidence, I’m loving You silently.
As long as it’s for You, I will not hesitate;
With great confidence I will welcome Your return.
O God! May You wait for me to give You my love.
I believe that You are loving me.
I cannot live without You!
III
Though I’m weak in my flesh, having sufferings and sorrows,
You can trust me, that I have not forgotten You.
I hate my flesh, and loathe Satan;
How I wish to break away from unrighteousness!
Unable to satisfy Your desire, I will not be willing to die.
Only when I see Your smiling face,
Will my heart feel slightly gratified.
IV
I have will, and have perseverance,
And I’m not passive; I’m loving You truly.
However many are the sufferings, or great the hindrances,
I will try to satisfy You.
When I live out Your image, a new likeness innocent and lively,
The holy spiritual body I will give to You,
And will never part with You!
And will never part with You!