153 How Hard to Gain True Affection From the World
I
I expect to see You and not to part with You
Though created by You today I cannot always cling to You
I have been corrupted and extremely afflicted making You humiliated so much
Who could understand You
II
Walking with blood and tears step by step suffering the hardships year by year
You spread Your love upon the world surpassing the heart of a loving mother
You share tribulations with man and endure the pain of being lonely and rejected
Who could care for You
III
Calling time after time expecting day after day
You pour out Your all only for gaining man’s love
What a pity that even today how hard to gain true affection from the world
Who could comfort You
IV
Falling down before You I’m so overwhelmed with grief as to wish to die
With so much self-reproach so much guilt and indebtedness
How to make up for my trespasses I regret why I didn’t care for Your heart at that time
Why I disappointed You
V
You leave in the world all Your ardent love
The charge before parting has been deeply engraved in my heart
My heart desires nothing but only wishes to be faithful to You wholeheartedly Ah