208 Repentance
The kind intentions and the admonitions of the last days awake me from my deep sleep for years
The irreparable stains and painful memories are striking my conscience
At a loss I pray with trembling searching my heart with deep repentance
I pretended to be sincere cheating Your kind heart
How could the ugly soul feel any regret
I indulged in evil and disregarded Your feelings only desiring to gain Your blessings
Uneasy and self-pitying remorseful and obsessed unconcealed self-deceit
Not knowing that Your faithfulness surpasses the mortals’ I only want to find a way out for myself
The situation is beyond remedy who can retrieve You
Only sighs are left for me
The corrupt image is lingering before my eyes twinges of guilt well up in my heart
The earnest words are ringing in my ears I bitterly hate it that I’m too mean
Facing Your word with my hands empty I’ve just known that I have no face to see You again
The situation is beyond remedy who can retrieve You
Only sighs are left for me
The situation is beyond remedy who can retrieve You
Only sighs are left for me
