The kind intentions    and the admonitions of the last days    awake me from my deep sleep for years

The irreparable stains    and painful memories    are striking my conscience

At a loss    I pray with trembling    searching my heart with deep repentance

I pretended to be sincere    cheating Your kind heart

How could the ugly soul    feel any regret

I indulged in evil    and disregarded Your feelings    only desiring to gain Your blessings

Uneasy and self-pitying    remorseful and obsessed unconcealed self-deceit

Not knowing that Your faithfulness surpasses the mortals’    I only want to find a way out for myself

The situation is beyond remedy    who can retrieve You

Only sighs are left for me

The corrupt image    is lingering before my eyes    twinges of guilt well up in my heart

The earnest words    are ringing in my ears    I bitterly hate it that I’m too mean

Facing Your word with my hands empty    I’ve just known that I have no face to see You again

The situation is beyond remedy    who can retrieve You

Only sighs are left for me

The situation is beyond remedy    who can retrieve You

Only sighs are left for me