I

Having believed in God for many years I still spend my days in vagueness

And follow foolishly with my face toward the sky

I even measure You by notions and philosophies of life

And treat You as an ordinary man

I do not know Your disposition but say that I am satisfying You

Treating You carelessly and half-heartedly

How should I retrieve this irredeemable blasphemy

All I express are greed and extravagance

The shattering of hopes and expectations reveals man’s contemptible

Servile, and shameless ugly self

wish to be faithful to You and perform my duty properly

But why do I still want to use You to achieve my purpose

And still fool, deceive, and cheat You I am simply doing evil

My misunderstandings of You even become more and more serious

Only for escaping the future disasters am I faithful to You

My notions, misunderstandings, and doubts have broken Your heart

II

It is Satan that has blinded my eyes

I cannot see clearly Your kindness and beauty

Disclosed by Your word I feel as if awakening from a dream

Deeply knowing that I am grievously sinful

I am heartbroken with regret now for my years of disobedience

How could I still make You worried about me

Your selfless dedication and expending have won mankind’s trust

I make a resolution inwardly to pursue to know You

Your last admonition gives me a chance to repent

Whether I can be saved depends on this one stroke

O God, I have understood the meaning of living for You

I have stepped into the true human life

Your last admonition gives me a chance to repent

Whether I can be saved depends on this one stroke

O God, I have understood the meaning of living for You

I have stepped into the true human life