394 I Will Leave No Regret in My Heart
I
I still believe in God in vagueness after so many years
following foolishly up to today
I even measured God by notions and philosophies of life
treating Him as an ordinary man
I did not know God’s disposition but promised to satisfy Him
treating Him carelessly and half-heartedly
How should I retrieve this irredeemable blasphemy
All I expressed were greed and extravagance
The shattering of hopes reveals man as contemptible
Servile and shameless, I was so ugly
I was willing to perform my duty faithfully for God
But why did I still want to use Him to achieve my own purpose
I was simply doing evil that I fooled and deceived God
My misunderstandings of Him even became more and more serious
Only for escaping the future disasters was I faithful to God
My notions, misunderstandings, and doubts have broken God’s heart
II
Satan has blinded my eyes so I can’t see clearly God’s kindness and beauty
The disclosure of God’s word has woken me up
I deeply know that I am grievously sinful
I am heartbroken with regret now for my years of disobedience
How could I still make God worried about me
God’s selfless dedication and effort have won mankind’s trust
I make a resolution inwardly to pursue to know Him
God’s last admonition gives me a chance to repent
Whether I can be saved depends on it
O God, I have understood the meaning of living for You
I have stepped into the true human life
God’s last admonition gives me a chance to repent
Whether I can be saved depends on it
O God, I have understood the meaning of living for You
I have stepped into the true human life