90 O God My Heart Will Love You Forever
I
My heart is always attached to God My heart is thirsty for God’s word
My heart is missing God day and night day and night
Owing God too much in the past I feel unbearably ashamed
Thinking of the past tears and regrets well up together in my heart
What God says and what God does I’ve seen with my own eyes
God is majestic and God is righteous I’ve just tasted today
Following God in the past I was really wasting time
Awakened from my deep sleep I’ve just known I’ve been corrupted by Satan too deeply
II
Making resolutions and breaching them I accomplished nothing
Laboring and sweating I rushed about all for myself
Only for my future and destiny did I offer up my body
Disclosed by God’s word I’ve just known this I really have no place to hide myself
Numbering God’s grace I feel doubly indebted to God
Living in God’s grace I fail to appreciate it
III
Following God for years I did not know to love God
God’s speaking and God’s behavior I paid no heed to
God loves me and keeps me I never realized it
Only now have I known I am poor, pitiful, and blind
IV
Revealed by God I’ve just woken up my heart has never loved God
God is lovely, God venerable and God awesome I’ve just realized today
God judges and God refines me all for saving me
From the creation of the world until now God has not changed toward man
V
The true human life is to love God I have just seen it today
A created being can love God this is God’s extremely great uplifting
Even if I love God and God does not approve I will love God forever
For loving God I will dedicate my whole heart even if I have to die I am most willing
Even if I have to die I am most willing