242 I’ve Enjoyed So Much of God’s Love
1 I am a corrupt person, who is full of a satanic disposition. Your words’ judgment and revelation make me feel ashamed. I’ve seen the depth of my corruption, my lack of human likeness, and that I am bereft of any truth reality, and all this grieves my heart. Quietly, I am worried and I weep. Why can’t I satisfy You? Seeing how anxiously You await my repentance, I am no longer discouraged and in despair. Your love shatters my heart and makes my tears flow like rain. Your love has conquered my heart, and now I have fallen in love with You. I’ve gained the truth by following You; only You are so lovely.
2 Undergoing the judgment of Your words, I’ve clearly seen the truth of my corruption. I lack any humanity or reason, yet I’m still arrogant and self-righteous. The life I lead is full of a satanic disposition, yet I still believe in my grand humanity. I’ve seen the depth of my corruption, and I need Your cleansing and salvation. Every word of Your judgment exposes the source of my corruption. I repent and prostrate myself, as I’ve seen Your righteousness. Corrupt humans receive Your love through judgment and cleansing. Living before You today is entirely due to Your salvation. Gaining the grace of Your salvation, my love for You becomes purer.
3 Though I am amid trials, my heart still feels Your love. Through refinement, Your words are my comfort, and I know You are perfecting me. Truly, Your grace is found in receiving cleansing and salvation. I’ve seen Your true love, which is hidden within Your judgment and chastisement. I feel joy in simply being able to love You, and I cannot hold back my praises for You. Your love is so great, so true, and so beautiful, and I delight in it endlessly. My heart is Yours alone; I will always exalt and bear witness to You. I want to love You for all of my days, and for You to receive my love. You’ve given me so much love, I want to love You for all eternity.