105 Oh God, Do You Know How I Long for You?
1 I long for You in my heart, I await Your return. Without seeing Your face, my heart’s so full of worry. Such a long, dark night, when will I see the light? I anxiously await seeing You again someday soon. Oh God! You know I’m awaiting Your return. I beg You not to desert me, I cannot be without You!
2 Hearing Your voice, my heart rejoices. I attend the feast with You, I savor Your words. I quietly resolve to offer up all I have. I spread and bear witness to Your words only to meet Your will. Oh God! May You wait for my love. I give heart and mind to satisfy You, I cannot be without You!
3 Undergoing Your judgment, there is pain and sadness. Though the flesh is weak, I have not forgotten You. I despise the flesh, and hate Satan even more. I am happy to accept judgment to be free from Satan someday soon. I cannot accept dying without meeting Your heart’s desire. When I am able to see Your smile, I will feel so gratified!
4 Your words as company give me faith and strength. I’ll no longer be negative, I truly love You. I’ve suffered so much pain in trials, my corruption has been cleansed. No matter how many difficulties I face, I will love and bear witness to You. I look forward to becoming a new person, gaining Your approval. Offering pure love to You, never being apart from You!