196 Loving God With Neither Regret nor Complaint
1 Oh God! I am so fortunate to have been reunited with You in this life. I heard Your voice, and have returned before You. Your every utterance, and every word You speak, stirs my heart. Only You are concerned for my life; what You have said has made me understand the truth. Your words judge and expose my corruption and rebelliousness; utterly convinced, I fall down before You. Through trials, You have exposed and cleansed my corrupt disposition, and now I understand Your earnest intentions. You have also pruned and dealt with my ulterior motive to use faith to gain blessings; at long last, I now know how to believe in God. I’ve gained so much through Your words, and by undergoing Your work, I have been transformed. I am willing to give up everything and expend myself for You, to fulfill my duty to repay Your love.
2 Oh God! You have come to earth humble and hidden, expressing words that bestow the truth and the life upon man. You have suffered the condemnation of the religious world, being hunted and persecuted by the CCP, and even our misunderstandings and complaints. Who could truly understand Your intentions? Who could share in Your sorrows and joys? So many humiliations You have borne in silence, all the while still speaking, working, and doing everything to save mankind. Your love has melted the numbness in my heart. How could I ever be rebellious or negative again? Though I still have so many deficiencies, I must fulfill my duty to repay Your love; I will love You and dedicate my life to You. I will follow Your way to glorify You, and I’ll have no regrets or complaints from loving You throughout my life. I just hope that Your heart can be comforted.