180 I’d Hate to Go Back to My Old Ways and Hurt God Again
God’s words are spoken with perfect clarity. How can I truly love God when I am so filled with satanic dispositions? How can I obey God when my disposition has not changed? Always harboring notions about God, I am so blind and foolish. Through judgment and trials I experience God’s profound love. I cannot let down God’s kind intentions again. God has worked His heart out to express all words for mankind. God’s will has been entirely revealed in His words. One who doesn’t read God’s words is just an unthinking beast. They are unworthy of faith and remaining in God’s house. I enjoy so much of God’s love, so why can’t I love Him? I know that God is righteous, so why do I misunderstand Him? I see how without conscience and reason I am. I fall before God, my heart filled with remorse. Those who truly love God are bearing witness for Him. I must pursue the truth and no longer wait passively.