265 I Will Spend My Life Alongside God’s Judgment and Chastisement
Verse 1
Oh God! Your love is a precious thing of beauty;
how could I wish in Satan’s hands to live?
Be under its domain when it was You that made me?
If I can be made pure, and give You all I have to give,
I’m willing to live amid Your chastisement,
for I hate Satan, and won’t live under its dominion.
Verse 2
Through judging me, You show Your righteous disposition;
I have not the slightest complaint and am content.
If I am able to perform a creature’s duty,
I would live my whole life amid Your judgment,
so I’ll come to know Your righteous disposition,
and will rid myself of Satan’s influence.
Chorus 1
Though Your chastisement brings me pain,
I won’t live under Satan’s domain.
I refuse to suffer its trickery.
I take joy from living amid Your curses,
and Satan’s blessings make me suffer.
I love You by Your judgment of me, it is bliss to me.
Verse 3
Your chastisement and judgment is righteous and holy;
it’s in order to cleanse me, yet more, it is to save me.
I would live in Your judgment that You may care for me.
I will not live under the domain of Satan.
I wish to be cleansed by You even if I suffer hardship;
I refuse by Satan to be tricked or exploited.
Chorus 2
I, this creature, should be used by You,
possessed, judged, chastised, even cursed by You.
My heart sings when You bless me, for I’ve seen Your love.
I am a creature and You are the Creator:
I should not betray You and be used by Satan,
nor should I under its domain live.
Bridge
Instead of living for Satan,
I should be Your ox, or horse.
I’d rather live chastised by You,
be without physical bliss.
This would bring me enjoyment
even if I lost Your grace.
Even without Your kindness,
nonetheless I still feel blessed,
Outro
for Your judgment and chastisement
are Your best blessing, Your greatest grace.