199 As I Wake in a Haze
I see that God’s words have appeared in the flesh, which has brought about a new heaven and earth,
and ended mankind’s period of suffering—6,000 years of sleeplessness.
Almighty God incarnate brings light to man’s life.
God coming to save man is such a rare event; I am so lucky.
His words expose, judge, chastise, and reveal the ugly face of man’s corruption.
Who knew that Satan’s corruption has eradicated what man once had.
People are all arrogant, selfish, deceitful, and have long since lost their humanity.
It’s too shameful to bear, to show my face; I want to be judged and chastised by God.
Man’s heart has become extremely bad, I cannot bear to see it again.
There is no self-love in willfully corrupting oneself.
The reason and conscience that man should possess are nowhere to be found.
I, who first awakened in a haze, am too ashamed to face God.
My heart feels uneasy, scared, and sad; I fall wholly before God.
Only after many years of belief, with a deep sigh, do I know the difficulty of being human.
God’s work is practical, and He has set up a feast for man;
by experiencing God’s judgment, man can truly change.
Man’s life experience is entirely due to the guidance of God’s words.
Changing one’s life disposition is wholly God’s salvation.
God’s words have made me understand many truths about human comportment.
Knowing God’s lovableness further fuels my love for God.