256 How to Recover the Lost Salvation
I
You asked how long I would follow You. I’d give my youth and accompany You forever.
A murmur that came from the depths of the heart shook the earth, set the mountains swaying.
I swore oaths with tear-stained cheeks but did not know my own hypocrisy.
With time, great changes dilute those old emotions, and the oaths become lies.
When we met, I rebelled. I’m unwilling to remember those old scenes.
Speaking of dedication but without loyalty has brought You greater pain.
Finally I understand that the price I paid was insignificant, I gave You empty words in return.
Waking from my dream, I worry for myself: how to recover the lost salvation.
II
All these years, much slipped by me, and I’ve gained so little. Who can I tell of the remorse in my heart?
In my ignorant youth You worked so hard for me, but without any gratitude repaid.
Rushing here, rushing there, I was not able to connect with Your heart.
We met by chance but without recognition, leaving even more regret.
Finally I understand that the price I paid was insignificant, I gave You empty words in return.
Waking from my dream, I worry for myself: how to recover the lost salvation.